Even ANGEL's have doubt

There are a lot of commands that is being taken by an angel, they are chosen to defend, protect and save people. People who don't mind or just wanted to be with there self, not knowing who's around them. In everyday life there is an angel watching on a person's side as what have old people said, Angels do keep there faith on you, but left you when you are doing bad things, warn by my grand ma.

As we grow angels are still angels but they won't have wings anymore, they'll touch you're life as they touch your hearts, they will keep on watching you, guarding you even if you don't want to.
Even when you fall asleep they will kiss you goodnight.

But angel's do have doubt, cause they have done lot of things, but we hear nothing from them.
They have a right to choose but still they follow God's protocols just to make people have memorable moments in life. People know that they exist yet they were blinded by the stress and pressured that life has taken them.

Angels may love people but people may not love an angel for he/she is blinded by a lot of reason that wont even mind how the angel may feel when they are disregarded, angel keep there sadness and in there mind something will occur Doubt's if it will be worth dying for or will they be love if they did save you.

My HEROINE

When i was having fun of the days that came into my life, some of them brought so much pain and suffering. But there is someone who's being there to help me, She wore no cape, no armor or any amulets that can recognized that she is a heroine. She is ordinary, she don't have any magic spell to spoke off but she heals every wound that I have taken from the battle of life.

She always save me in the pit of death, in the thorns of cruelty and make me feel so healthy. She have given me strength more than anything else, every worked she have done encourage me to do more for her, that I should live without fear but to God.

From the violence, she have saved me. Stands in front of the killer before it happens. Even I can see that she is becoming weak as years have past by. Still she is the heroine that is powerful and beauty.

She is the best heroine I ever met, she kept me alive in her womb for 9 months and until now she continue what she does. She is my MOM, My HEROINE. No questions I can explain.

Have i lose twice?

When I talked to a gal, I have told her something, a long time secret that I have hidden inside my heart, I used to be her friend, a trusted one. I have seen her cried for many males that came to her life, have made her suffer for long, but she wasn't listening to me when I whispered,

" I have left you to a lot of guys and all they did is to make you cry but all I wanted to do right on this very moment is to hug you tight kiss your forehead and make you feel comfortable. Maybe this is the right time that I waited for so long."

For all of the times I have kept it, easing my heart just by saying to myself that you'd be happy if you'll be in there arms but I am wronged, I have given them a chance to hurt you, to put you on cage of pain.

Now I am here trying to fix something that was broken, looking for a key being hidden on some place, saving you, even if I am not that knight you asked. I maybe a slave, but I got the courage to value you as the greatest thing that ever happen on my life. To treasure you more than anything in this world could ever find. Loving you as much as I loved myself.

How was does it feel?

When you are being rejected by the one you love?

It feels like sleeping on a bed of ice, freezing in the cold.
even you want to sleep but keeping your eyes wide open,
walking home with just one feet on the ground just to walk,
texting an unknown friend from outer space,

Your begging for something people won't be able to give you,
Like a flash drive being inserted on the port but not yet formatted,
like a mouse without pointer,
a keyboard with only one alphabet and number being pressed.

JEFFREY

What Jeffrey Means

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you. You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries. You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings. You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun. Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in. You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising. You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

The beauty kill the beast

It was the most happiest moment of the man, when the one she loves were always there for him, holding his hands, hugging him tight when the evening comes and the blue moon shines, A night just started when two people talked together they were seating under the stars that glitters.

Silent came when the man asked her girl, "So how are you doing?", The girl answered nothing, they were both in silent. The man looked at her girl, wondering. He felt that there's something wrong.
the man asked the girl to speak what she felt, then a voice came out from her mouth saying "I committed a mistake, a ruined my promise and haven't wait for the time to come."

The man stares at the sky, keeping his tears from falling, she asked her girl, "So this is what is going to happen after a long time that i kept trusting you?", the man took the knife gave to her,
and said "why don't you just stab me now?", The girl answered, "no i can't"

But the guy said "you already killed me." For keeping my eyes closed and making me asked for more and give me nothing. Hanging me around the cliff asking your hands to reach for me, but you just left away.

For the times that i kept fighting for this love to make it possible, i'm just alone playing with an invisible teammate. I was blinded by the love that i gave you, But you push me to the pit of death.

The Sagittarius is really a centaur -- the lower half is horse, the upper half is a man. The man is holding a bow with an arrow aimed upwards toward the sky. This symbolizes the Sagittarius' drive to overcome basic animal instincts by aiming his thoughts into the divine realms of the heavens. In other words, Sagittarius is hunting for ideas and experiences that draw you into greater awareness. As such, Sagittarius tend to love adventure, travel and philosophy -- all ways of extending beyond your immediate surroundings. Sagittarius tend to aim their arrows of thought upward, being the incurable optimists of the zodiac. Sagittarius often look at the sunny side of life and the silver lining to any dark cloud. Sagittarius are honest to a fault, for you can say what's on your mind before you realize that someone's feelings might be hurt. Since the Sagittarius is part horse, there is also a connection between Sagittarius and horses, be it a love of riding or an emphasis on the most powerful part of a horse: its legs and thighs. In fact, many of Sagittarius love outdoor hiking and long distance running. The Sagittarius motto is "It is better to know how to learn than to know." You seek knowledge and wisdom, never tiring of the quest for what is yet to come. Others enjoy being with you when you are in your outgoing and joyful mood, but you can become more sullen if you feel that your wings have been clipped. Even in a restrictive situation, however, you'll not lose hope--and it is this inspirational perspective that leads you to your greatest success. Element: Fire Fire signs are naturally warm. A fire gives light and heat, but it doesn't get depleted as others feed on its warmth. One candle can bring light to a room and it won't burn any faster if ten people read from its light than if there was only one. Fire doesn't plan its next move; it isn't logical. It simply is in the moment and will burn what fuel is available without judgment or forethought. For this reason fire signs can successfully rely on their intuition and survival instincts. The fire of Sagittarius is warming, not hot -- but that's because it's far away. It's like a light in the distance that reminds us why we are heading in that direction or the stars that have been used for navigation. This is the fire of inspiration whose heat can motivate the mind to reach out into the wilderness. Ninth House: Travel If the Third House is the House of Quick Trips, then the opposite Ninth House could be called the House of Long Distance Journeys. It's about foreign travel, higher education -- for that's travel in the mind and the potential adventure that the future holds. Key Planet: Jupiter Jupiter is the largest planet in our solar system and as such symbolizes an expansive action. He is the king of bigger, better and more. But, of course, too much of a good thing isn't necessarily good, and Jupiter can encourage us to overspend or overindulge. Jupiter acts like a magnifying lens and can make a little opportunity look larger than life. As the key planet of Sagittarius, Jupiter encourages us to take those opportunities, to live life as an adventure and to believe in something greater than ourselves. Sagittarius Greatest Strength: Your undying optimistic attitude Sagittarius Possible Weakness: Glossing over problems or avoiding difficult situations

A Maiden by the Sea

In the dark rainy evening, I took a swim on the cold clear water, It was fun, I am relaxed I floated on the water full of pain.Releases the stress that I have felt then suddenly my friends are calling me, They swim to where I am and it started a conversation. Many things are being discussed.

On a sudden, voice came out from nowhere, we keep quiet as we listen to the voice, we found out that it was a maiden shouting from pain that she is suffering.She shout so hard just to think she could get better.as my friends keeping her company I swim around them listening to her story. Feel sorry for her, yet in my mind I want to ease the pain, take the thorn from her heart, to make her calm. In the water I hold her hand and she hold me tight, I felt she needed me.


Suddenly she stood walk to the shore, I followed her she sat down on the sand sobbing and still crying, i sat in front of her, talked to her and ask her to write the thorn on the sand, she wrote it but it was short, so asked her to do it again, I asked her do you know why I made you wrote this thorn? she answered with a smile like a captured picture on my mind. "That it will be gone", she replied. And it made her stop crying. I don't know what I felt, but i'm glad to see her smile. I realized I was not being there for her for a long time. We talked for the things that happened, we moved to the sea with the rain pouring down on us.

I told here that what ever we felt right now "I hope the Rain wash away the pain" in my mind I want to say this to her "I want to be the rain that want to take away your pain, I want to be the sun that makes you smile, I want to LOVE you maiden by the sea...

So hard to breath

With the darkness of the evening
I sat by the bench of death
waiting for someone to come to me
suddenly a raging beat of my heart
It was pounding it beats as fast as a running bullet.

I can't be able to resist it
I felt that everything around me paused
and my body becomes numb
someone came to me.

Angels falling from the sky
I can hear there voices but I can't move
all I do is watch them and carry me
They did everything they can
just to save me.

There's something stock on my throat
I can't breathe the air is so thin
I tried to catch them one by one
but it moves to me so fast.

I past away, fall to sleep
I took a rest and keep my eyes close
I raise my hands but it felt so heavy
My mind thinks i am strong but my body wont react.

I woke up and breath naturally
Many things had happen after it
I want to thank the angels that keep me safe
as I felt that it is

So Hard to BREATH