Have i lose twice?

When I talked to a gal, I have told her something, a long time secret that I have hidden inside my heart, I used to be her friend, a trusted one. I have seen her cried for many males that came to her life, have made her suffer for long, but she wasn't listening to me when I whispered,

" I have left you to a lot of guys and all they did is to make you cry but all I wanted to do right on this very moment is to hug you tight kiss your forehead and make you feel comfortable. Maybe this is the right time that I waited for so long."

For all of the times I have kept it, easing my heart just by saying to myself that you'd be happy if you'll be in there arms but I am wronged, I have given them a chance to hurt you, to put you on cage of pain.

Now I am here trying to fix something that was broken, looking for a key being hidden on some place, saving you, even if I am not that knight you asked. I maybe a slave, but I got the courage to value you as the greatest thing that ever happen on my life. To treasure you more than anything in this world could ever find. Loving you as much as I loved myself.